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1/10/26

Well, this year is off to a roaring start.  

I occasionally get dumbfounded - genuinely impeded, mentally/spiritually/emotionally - by the absurdity of humanity.  

In the modern-day tense, we're in the infancy of The Information Age, and as one can attest, no "Age" was without consequence, in its origins.  

(There I go about "age" again.) 

But without belaboring the topic, it is with constancy that we choose to disagree.  I envision it as an almost rhythmic cadence, to which I wrote down (what will eventually be song lyrics) the other day:

Everybody do the 
Zero Sum

Doubledown

Clapback

Misinform

Everybody do the

False equivalency

Fraud and misery

Unceremoniously

Chastise citizenry 

Everybody do the

Thirst trap

Troll back

I need to be 

On the map

Everybody do the

Slow clap

No notes

Just go out

And get the votes

And then I read this stanza from Act IV, Scene III of Julius Caesar: 

Brutus:

Under your pardon you must note beside
That we have tried the utmost of our friends,
Our legions are brim-full, our cause is ripe:

The enemy increaseth every day;
We, at the height, are ready to decline.

There is a tide in the affairs of men

Which taken at the flood leads on to fortune; 
Is bound in shallower and in miseries
.

On such a full sea we are now afloat, 

And we must take the current when it serves,

Or lose our ventures.
We

And I paused to think.  And then I assumed I'd write something far less eloquent about it.  140 characters or less.  
 

Also, have your read Julius Caesar?  There are like 140 characters in five rather truncated Scenes.  Calm down, Willie.  

 

Anyway, a plea for sanity and a wish for contentment is all I've got, heading into the latter stages of the 2020s.  

 

-dp 
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12/20/25

My preoccupation recently has been with memory - not some doting or dwelling on days gone by, but rather, what's gleaned from the comprehensive experience of age. 

So I wrote this down:

We used to drink wine

And now we drink coffee

We used to stomp hard

And now we tread softly

Our dreams became practical

No longer lofty

Age thinks and feels thoughtfully.

And then my internal voice of criticism showed up and said "Shut up, Patterson."

I figured I'd share it here, anyway.  What else is this site for?  

It's holiday time, which is usually a good catalyst for contemplation.  I remember a year when I planned a trip to a Maple Leafs road game that I never planned to return home from; the subsequent year, I visited a girl one state over from said road trip, before heading home to say goodbye to my mom for good.  

Out of those memories, however, came forth a progress, of sorts.  An Alice Munro-akin "The Progress Of Love" certainly, and I'm still here - and surrounded by it in its most meaningful forms.  

So 2025 and onward has a little more purpose to it.  Good for filling the chasmic void that otherwise imposes its existential self. 

Also, read some Alice Munro.  She left us this year, and her work is the stuff of life.  

If I'm not back again this year -  Happiest of wishes, y'all. 

 

-dp
 

 

12/6/25

It's my birthday.  My wife is sending me sexy pictures, my friends are joining me on our podcast, my 3-month old is cooing on her play-mat adjacent to me.  

It's a good day.  

I'd finally consider myself in a spot to avoid the constant voice of deconstructive criticism that tends to reverberate around, in my brain.   It's hard to be of a certain age, with a certain piqued level of self-awareness, and not feel entirely disappointed with oneself - despite one's feats and successes. 

That said, I'm feeling like I'm in a good spot.  Things can - and will, and then won't, and then will again - get better.   Which sounds like a Motivational Speaker mantra, but hey...when truth smacks you in the face, just hope it doesn't come at a significant cost.  

Don't be arrogant.  Be confident.  That'll be $775, please.  

 

This advice doesn't come for free, people.  

There's nothing to complain about, in short.  So I'll keep this one short, and come back again soon.  

Thanks for the birthday wishes.  

-dp

 

?/25

Well well well....​

This aspect of a personal website has gotten me into a considerable amount of trouble, over the years. 

What, I ask then, is self-expression?  Free speech and such?   The things people shout out in the streets are somewhat safe; they're ephemeral.  The written word, it would seem, provides an enduring impact.  

It's always been - with perhaps a few exceptions - an opportunity to write daily.   I could do it in an actual tangible physical book, but I've seen my handwriting lately, and it's damn-near illegible.  

So keystrokes, it is.  Here goes nothing.  

Dislike or dismiss, engage or enrage.  

 

And so it does; so it goes. 

-dp

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